The first step

Finally,, here it is. This is my first step to be a better person, the first step to create the new me, the person that I've dreamed of.

There were a lot of plans that I had created to fulfill my dreams. But I couldn't do those plans earlier. Argh.. I hate my self that always looking for an excuse. Starting right now, I'll try my best not to search any excuses.. I can't give any excuse for why I couldn't do my plans... the truth is,, I'm too lazy and afraid to change,, but from now on,, I'll try to change.. everything is possible, right?

Although it will be difficult for the beginning of my changing process,, I believe and I have faith that I will be able to do all of the things I want to do.. And I can achieve what have been my desires and my dreams. There will be no more failures,, well, there is no such thing as failure in this world, it's only learning process.

So right now, finally I'll start to take the first step to realize all of my dreams. And this step is my first step to develop my heart and mind of art. I really love art and I think the world won't be balance without art. I always find beauty and peacefulness in art. I love to see it so much,, so I thought, "Why can't I create art? If art can make me happy,, why can't I make someone else happy through art?"

And the answers are here,, I can do it.