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New Year

New year..
A new beginning,,
A new experience,,
A new life,,
A new person,,

That's right..
A start to be better,,
A chance to change,,
A reason to find something new,,
A commitment to build a new life,,

But still,,
A lot of people stay the same,,
Only wasting their time doing some crazy wild party,,
And when they awake under the sun shine the next day,,
They just sit in the same seat as before,,
Being the same person as before,,

So I ask myself,,
Do I want to be like them?
Do I still on the same seat?
Do I start a new life already?
Do I kill my life slowly?

If I don't want to end up like them..
Then I should answer these question,,
What have I done to build a new life?
What should I do to be a better person?
What is my purpose on doing this?
What would I sacrifice for this?

Love

Love is only a word
No one can describe it
But everyone feel it

Some people say it's just a game
About winning and losing
Without the real love inside it

Some people treasure it
Searching for the true love
Make it last forever

Some people afraid of it
Afraid to take the risk
A broken heart that won't healed

And there are some who just love it
Enjoy every moment they love someone
Getting excited just because they feel it deep inside their heart

There For Me

When I feel upset,
you touch my back and make me calm down

When I feel sad,
you come to me and make me laugh

When I feel that the world is not fair,
you take me to see from a different point of view

When I feel I wanna give up,
you stay by my side and make me stronger

When I lose control,
you hold my hand and make me relax

When I cry,
you hug me and let me cry on your shoulder

Thank you for always there for me when I need you,
with the way you treat me just to make me feel better

The first step

Finally,, here it is. This is my first step to be a better person, the first step to create the new me, the person that I've dreamed of.

There were a lot of plans that I had created to fulfill my dreams. But I couldn't do those plans earlier. Argh.. I hate my self that always looking for an excuse. Starting right now, I'll try my best not to search any excuses.. I can't give any excuse for why I couldn't do my plans... the truth is,, I'm too lazy and afraid to change,, but from now on,, I'll try to change.. everything is possible, right?

Although it will be difficult for the beginning of my changing process,, I believe and I have faith that I will be able to do all of the things I want to do.. And I can achieve what have been my desires and my dreams. There will be no more failures,, well, there is no such thing as failure in this world, it's only learning process.

So right now, finally I'll start to take the first step to realize all of my dreams. And this step is my first step to develop my heart and mind of art. I really love art and I think the world won't be balance without art. I always find beauty and peacefulness in art. I love to see it so much,, so I thought, "Why can't I create art? If art can make me happy,, why can't I make someone else happy through art?"

And the answers are here,, I can do it.